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                          | Thursday, March 05, 2009 |  
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                          | I know, I know, I haven't updated recently.  Ever since I came home from the hospital in February all that has been on my mind is the scan I had on Tuesday.  CT scan and chest x-rays to see if the cancer has spread. 
 Holy shit, just seeing that in black and white makes it even more real and scary.   I won't get my results until the 11th and well, that is just crazy far away right now.  On top of that the barium that I had to drink for the CT scan made me sick.
 
 So, really I haven't updated because who wants to read about my fears over my health again and again?
 
 Sigh, even I don't want to hear it and it is playing over and over in my head.
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                          | posted by Suzy @ 4:09 AM   |  
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                                            Good luck with your test results and God bless you! |  
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Good luck with your test results and God bless you!