| Wednesday, October 08, 2008 |
| Dragging on and on. |
I have an appointment on October 17th at 9AM at Johns Hopkins Hospital. We're looking at November for the surgery now. Fuck, I just want it over with. I have a malignant fucking tumor in me, why drag it out so long? Should we let it grow and grow?
Fuck the medical system. I'm so tired of it. Plus, I really am physically tired and have been for about a year. I thought it was my fibromyalgia (and fuck right off if you don't believe it is a real disease, if it isn't I want to know what else makes every fucking thing hurt so much.)
Shit, oh, I was going to say I thought it was the fibro but, according to 2 doctors the extreme fatigue is probably from the cancer.
So, bad stuff today but, I am so ready for a good day of news. sigh. I will be staying in Baltimore the night prior to the appointment so if you're in the area and would like to meet with me, email or comment.
<3
Suzy |
posted by Suzy @ 5:54 PM   |
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All that waiting has got to be hard for you. *sighs* Hope you're not in too much pain in the meantime. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts.
~ Lisa R.
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We're still thinking of you and Tony, Suzy. Please continue to keep me posted. I know this is going to be so difficult. I'm so sorry.
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Oh Suzy! :( I love that you try to find humor in the situation. It sucks, but if you can't laugh anymore then it sucks even more. I'm so, so sorry. I'm glad you'll be at one of the best hospitals, but sorry you have to wait so long to get in. My thoughts are with you! Warmest hugs!!!!
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