| 
  
    | 
                        
                          | Saturday, December 08, 2007 |  
                          | Blah blah blah |  
                          | I just ate entirely too much pizza.  To the point that my stomach hurts.  Now, I know better, and I have been working on my eating issues for the past year to the point that I have lost 50 pounds in a year.  Yet, tonight I couldn't stop myself, I had to eat that last piece and make myself miserable. 
 While, it is less pizza than I would've eaten a year ago to get to this point, I'm still mad at myself that my food issues are just lurking beneath the surface waiting to pounce on me again.  I still have a very long way to go to have all of my extra weight gone and I have let some of my old habits creep back in.
 
 I know what my eating triggers are, I know how serious my food issues can be yet, I just do not have the willpower I need to turn into a completely healthy eater.  Even with all of this, getting down on myself isn't the answer, in the past 14 months, I have quit smoking, lost 50 pounds, and worked on some other things in my life to get myself how I want to be, a slip up now and then isn't fatal.  Just fattening, and I'll stay away from pizza until Christmas Eve.
 |  
                          | posted by Suzy @ 7:42 PM   |  
                          |  |  |  | 
                      
                        | About Me |  
                        | 
Name: Suzy![]() Home: Virginia, United States
 About Me:
 See my complete profile
 |  
                        | Previous Post |  
                        |  |  
                        | A Little Bite.. |  
                        | MutteringFooldotCom began in 2000, prior to that it existed in another form on Geocities.com  |  
                        | Links |  
                        |  |  
                        
                            
 
 |